...tonight

I just wanna be
Closer to Your heart
You will find me there
Everything I am
It’s because of You
It’s because of You
And now, we sing
Tonight...I’m giving You all of me
Tonight...I let go of everything
Tonight...I’m giving You all of me
I give You all of me

Let’s pray
Dear Father in the name
Of Your holy Son
I desire like Jesus prayed for us to be one
I desire to give
I desire to serve
I desire to love others with more than my words
Bless me to be humble
Bless me to be meek
I want to be a joy when people come around me
Give me a gentle spirit
Bless me to be content
Please keep me from my sin
Let me quickly repent
Please give me discipline
Give me self control
To know when to stop and when to say no
Make me a bold witness
Please remove fear
Replace it with faith
Pour out Your spirit here
Fill me up Lord
Let me overflow
Let me overdose
Make me holy
Keep me close
I want to give it all
Until there’s none left
But I can’t beat You givin'
Look at Your Son’s death


I can see You talking to high priest
Peter just denied You
For the second time
One more time he will deny You
One of the officers smacked You in the face
But he didn’t understand that You were actually grace
But the people would rather see the release of a thief
Than to know forgiveness and be with the Prince of Peace
And as they screamed for Pilate to crucify You
I hear my own voice because every day I deny You
But yet You still bore the cross on Your vertebrae
Walking to Golgatha
What a display of grace
I see Your weakened body beaten
Can’t keep me from crying
Your cross was very heavy
They gave it to Simon
Then You were crucified
They divided Your clothes
Like the Scriptures prophesied
You died and You rose
Two thousand years ago
Slaughtered on the tree
You gave all of You
I’m giving all of me

This I pray Lord
To be like Abraham
Ready to give it all
My only son as the lamb
Ready to sacrifice
Everything if You ask
Because nothing is mine
Not this life that I have
Everything I own
Oh Lord is a gift
So who am I
To hold it with a firm grip
I give You my talent
I give You my time
I give You my eyes
I give You my mind

by Flame ft. J.R
#deepstuff

...no time

I knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due.

So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They’d laugh at me I’d fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord,
I came, I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said
Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down…
But never found the time.

...I wish

“I have learned how to be content (satisfied to the point where I am not disturbed or disquieted) in whatever state I am.” Philippians 4:11

Of late, I have been asking myself if I am content with the circumstances that I have gone through/going through. July and August have been really tough for me, from ‘kosanaing’ with my dad which was really serious for me to broken relationships, to school…

So…let me tell you the story of my life. My name is Audrey, currently pursuing a degree in International Business Administration majoring in Finance at United States International University ,a third year student. It has been three years and honestly, I do not know what or why I’m doing I.B.A. kwanza FINANCE!!! Every morning when I wake up and the reality of going to school hits me, I dread going to school every single day of my life. All this is because what I do study, does not interest me, at all! Stock market, money and capital markets, corporate finance, accounting, balance sheets, finance statements??? Oh my God, I struggle understanding all these stuff.

I always wondered why I was not comfortable with my classes but one day God spoke to me. God speaks to us through many ways and I came to find out that God actually speaks to me through people, the guys around me. So this time round, He chose Maryanne (my BFF). One day she randomly decides to call me at midnight. Normally, I put my phone on silent (I deeply and passionately cherish my sleep) but this day I did not (Do you know why God spoke to many guys in the Bible in their dreams or those weird times of the night?? It is because that is the time when we are peaceful and not busy). So she tells me she was also having a hard time in her economics class. She does psychology and she was telling me the way, she would always look forward to her other classes but when it came to the economics one, her wish (always) was for the lecturer not to turn up. And I was like, that’s me…FOR EVERY SINGLE CLASS THAT I HAVE/HAD TO ATTEND. Maryanne is my sister from my other mother and I tell her everything that happens in my life. As I was talking to her, I came to realize that, I had given up on almost all my dreams of swimming, singing, playing the violin…*sigh. My passion was to do Music in the university but in the kind of society we live and the generation of my folks, music is not the kind of career that is for serious people, the kind of people who have focus in life, if they only knew. Since, I did not want to disappoint them (my parents), I went for my second choice, I think. I’m good at or is it in math? I love Math, back in high school; I loved my math and music lessons. My plan was that if they did not allow me to do Music, then I would go to USIU and do some business course and that…is where I ended up.

 If you ask me when all these happened? I don’t know. I don’t know what happened, I don’t know where I missed the mark, I don’t know how I ended up being like this, from being a happy girl who would always smile at all times to the girl with the monalisa smile, the kinda smile that is half genuine?

I had given up! That became my way of life, if things don’t go my way, I give up. I try to loose weight and it doesn’t seem to work out, I give up. I try to have quiet time with God, but when it seems like God is not responding, I give up. I try growing my fingernails; I give up and end up biting them (unhygienic). I try to save money but I spot these lovely earrings and nail polish that I cannot resist, I give up my savings, buy them and wear the lovely earrings once…or at times, I don’t even wear them…at all. I gave up on life, living each day with the kind of mood that I wake up in.

But you know what Maryanne asked me that day, what I will do when God asks me what I did with the gifts He gave me? I told her that I would tell him that I gave up on them, but immediately I said that, it felt soooooo wrong…I felt guilty. She then says that I shouldn’t blame God for my misery then. That right there…was a blow. The conversation went for a long time which was mostly arguing but in the end, I prayed to God and asked for help, for Him to help with the kind of situation I was going through especially my ‘school situation’. I am currently reading this book called “Celebration of Simplicity by Joyce Meyer”, (for those who know me, know the way I DON’T like reading books but I tell you, its God) and the part I was to read the following day had this verse, Philippians 4:11 “I have learned how to be content (satisfied to the point where I am not disturbed or disquieted) in whatever state I am.”

At this point of the Bible, it tells us about being thankful for the gift God gives us (How appropriate). Paul was content because he could see life from God’s point of view. He focused on what he was supposed to do, not what he felt he should have. Paul had his priorities straight, and he was grateful for everything God had given him. Paul had detached himself from the nonessentials so that he could concentrate on the eternal. When I finished reading, I kinda felt better. As I am writing this, nowadays I read for my exams, I listen to business news and I try to read Business daily. The other day instead of watching a Nigerian movie, I watched the North Rift Investment Conference which was seeking decentralized investment in the Northern part of Rift Valley which was held in Eldoret and I found it very interesting, surprisingly. Another thing, my three friends and I have started to keep rabbits to sell. That is a good business right there. Give it six months and business will be booming for us. Research shows that rabbit meat is high in protein and it tastes really good compared to beef, and from the look of things, you my friends will be my customers…right.

I have learned to rely on God’s promises (Jeremiah 29:11) and Christ’s power to help me be content and that, if I want more, I ask God to remove the desire and teach me contentment in every circumstances for He will supply all my needs, but in a way that He knows is best for me. It is not easy but it is possible, at times I feel like giving up and I give in but you know, we serve a God of second chances. My prayer is for God to help you and I to see life from His point of view. To focus on what you and I are supposed to do, not what we feel we should have.If you are like me, you are in a school that you did not want to go to, and you do not have the guts to tell your parents about it, be content. If your plans are not going as planned, be content because God has better plans. If you think you have bad hair, be content because you haven’t seen mine (I think if I had long, black, thick hair, no one would be telling me anything #pride). If you think you have a bad dental formula, be content, smile in all the photos you take from today henceforth and compensate for all the times you did not smile because there is someone out who loves teeth that are not in line…like me, I find such attractive #justsaying. If you think you are fat or skinny, or have a dark or light complexion, there is a reason why God created us that way but remember we are equal because we were all created in His image and likeness, be content, smile and never say… I wish.

 I am proud to say that I am a soon to be farmer and a business lady.
 

...the ripple effect

Hey God's people,

It has been a while and I know y'all missed me even though you wont like admit it but i know deep deep deep down those big hearts of your's...you definitely missed me, 

lol, but if u dint, I did. 

My apologies though. I have been having those days when you look at everything and it just makes you unhappy. So many bad things happening to me, ok, lets just say its me who has been doing bad things. Stop raising eyebrows now(insert naija accent), but in short I have been making wrong decisions that have had these big/massive/humongous side effects on me that have led to some watery things cascading down my visage, (haha, I  have always wanted to use that) spending my whole Saturday in bed, which almost led to Sunday but I had to wake my sorry body and soul and go to church anyway, thats so besides the point but so just you know, karma my friend, does happen, what goes around comes around but God has been faithful...amen?

Today, I actually woke up like at four in the morning...i know, I know, I too was shocked.

 And its not those ones for waking up to go to the bathroom then coming back to continue with your sleep but #teaminsomnia, my sleep had gone...GONE!! I could not believe it. So as I was just staring at the peach( i hope that the correct one) darkness of my room, for some reason, the feeling of when u think of everything, it  just makes you sad, came. So I decided to play our song, the 'I smile' song, which goes like,

Today is a new day, but where is my sunshine,
Nothing but clouds and it’s dark in my heart
And it feels like a cold night.
Today is a new day, but where are my blue skies?
Where is the love and the joy that you promised me?
Tell me it’s allright!
I almost gave up but a power that I can’t explain!
Fell from Heaven, like a shower now!

I smile, even though I hurt see I smile,
I know God is working so I smile,
Even though I've been here for a while
Still
I smile,
Smile!It’s so hard to look up when you’ve been down,
Sure would hate to see you give up now,
You look so much better when you smile! So smile !

Today is a new day, but where is my sunshine,
Nothing but clouds and it’s dark in my heart
And it feels like a cold night.
Today is a new day, but tell me where are my blue skies?
Where is the love and the joy that you promised me?
Tell me it’s all right!
The truth is:
I almost gave up but a power that I can’t explain!

(Holy Ghost fire y'all)

Fell from Heaven, like a shower now.

I smile, even though I hurt see I smile,
I know God is working so I smile,
Even though I've been here for a while
Still
I smile,
Smile!It’s hard to look up when you’ve been down,
Sure would hate to see you give up now,
You look so much better when you smile!
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com 
Smile for me!
Can you just smile for me!
Smile
Smile
Smile for me!
Can you just smile for me!
All my people
Oh, oh, oh!
You look so much better when you oh, oh, oh!
You look so much better when you oh, oh, oh!
You look so much better when you oh, oh, oh!
You look so much better when you oh, oh, oh!
You look so much better when you oh, oh, oh!
You look so much better when you oh, oh, oh!
You look so much better when you oh, oh, oh!
I almost gave up but a power that I can’t explain!
Fell from Heaven, like a shower now.
I smile, even though I hurt see, I smile,
I know God is working so I smile,
Even though I’ve been here for a while
Still!
I smile,
Smile, It’s so hard to look up when you’ve down,
I know something right now!
Sure would hate to see you give up now,
You look so much better when you smile!
You look better!
So smile!
Oh, oh, oh!
You look so much better when you oh, oh, oh!
You look so much better when you oh, oh, oh!
You look so much better when you oh, oh, oh!
You look so much better when you smile

doesn't spongebob look so much better when he smiles???

after that song being stuck on reply for like a whole thirty minutes ( and the rest of the day till now).... I realized that God really LOVES me. I have always known that God loves me, but this time round, I felt it and it was real. 

I pray that God will give me the words to reach out to you and at the same time the wisdom to understand. You see, all these 'bad' things that were happening started unfolding themselves into a pattern that only God can explain. The things that I would have least expected to cross my mind at that time started streaming in my head and I finally got to put two and two together...and it all added up to what God's greatest desire for His creation is...for me to be happy in the end...hence the ripple effect.

that one drop of happiness, that simple act of smiling spreads so much that you cannot imagine. For those who feel hurt or have resentment over other people, as Rick Warren would say "we  should release the pain through forgiveness. Resentment always hurts you more than it does the person you resent...Those who hurt you in the past (or present) cannot continue to hurt you now unless you hold on to the pain through resentment. Your past is past! Nothing will change it. You are only hurting yourself with your bitterness. For your own sake, learn from it, and then let it go!!"

God knows our future, and there are certain things or certain paths that he leads us to that are quite difficult, and through our human mind we cannot understand but God knows our abilities, so, he cannot let us suffer things that we cannot handle and besides, nothing in this world is permanent, all you have to do is have faith, believe and trust. Our God is eternal. He has no beginning nor end.

 

Beautiful people, lets learn to forgive and forget, though its hard to forget, IT IS POSSIBLE. So from today, tomorrow and forever its OPERATION SMILE with your teeth.

*pinky promise

ok, maybe not with the tongue out but...hehe

on a lighter note:

Tough Exam

An eccentric philosophy professor gave a one 

question final exam after a semester dealing with a 

broad array of topics.

The class was already seated and ready to go when 

the professor picked up his chair, plopped it on his 

desk and wrote on the board: "Using everything we 

have learned this semester, prove that this chair 

does not exist."

Fingers flew, erasers erased, notebooks were filled 

in furious fashion. Some students wrote over 30 

pages in one hour attempting to refute the existence 

of the chair. One member of the class however, was 

up and finished in less than a minute.


Weeks later when the grades were posted, the rest 

of the group wondered how she(me, Lazizi, ehem, :]) 

could have gotten an A when he had barely written 

anything at all. His answer consisted of two words: 

"What chair?"

Lets spread the love of God, let live like Christ did.

 BARAKA

...submission

Hawayu God's people,

 its been a while. I have not been feeling quite well but I trust in the Almighty God that I will be well in Jesus name.

Today, I dont have much to say. I was actually about to sleep, after sleeping my afternoon away. I just remembered something I want to share,because I know, once I sleep... (I cannot actually put a finger on where I heard this from but if you sleep at the wrong time as in the time you are not meant to sleep, you will feel groggy and sleepy all the time until the body adjust again)

yap, that is exactly what is happening to me, at this time, as I write, due to this horrible flu that has just decided to make me feel like a wrecked car (do wrecked cars even have feelings??) and have weird sleeping patterns. You get my point either way. For those who know me, you know how a common reacts on me, you might think I'm suffering from a disease, a disease that I think should be called Kuru's flu because I have never seen someone with just a flu suffer like me. If there is anyone out there or if you know anyone out there, and you have the remedy like Kenedy(I have no idea where that came from...lol) Oh, wait I think I do know...heee McDre right ther....*cough* *cough* (I'm literally coughing like a cow, that is what my mum always tells me whenever I cough). Do cows even cough?? Maybe za Kericho...lol...please help a sister out.

I'm serious people, very serious, I need help. I had this cold, the same type, like two weeks ago!! Same symptoms, same everything...wololo...SOMEBODY HELP ME(insert smallville's theme song)

Back to the main point for today's post, so juzi, we were having Bible study with my friends and then all of a sudden people started digressing when someone made a comment that life is not fair because women are favored more yet we fight for gender equality, ati oh, how can we be in the same class and then the pass mark for girls is reduced and then when it fikaz time for employment we start gender equality, and all that yidi yadi yada, before I go on, I never fight for gender equality, so just you know, that is my opinion. Because, I want a man who is going to be able to pay for my salon fee without complaining as I will take care of his/our kids and cook for him good food whenever he wants it. If it was still possible, in this age, I would not mind being a house wife. If my dad sees this, I will be skinned alive.(Hiyo pesa yote nimelipia university ni ya nini si ungeniambia mapema!!!) I can just imagine....

 Both sexes being present, the kind of debate that went down...

ok, i'm kinda exaggerating but you get my point, but i'm normally the person who does not argue ( my boyfriend calls me spoiler, mee ndio hu spoil party, I dnt think so) but if u just decide to touch my last nerve, hell will break loose.( I have no idea why people use that phrase coz if hell breaks loose one day, ehem, trust me, you will not like it) so I take back my words...if you touch my last nerve, you will see the other side of me, and there is a reason why it is rarely seen. But that is besides today's point...AGAIN!! 

Since I do not normally participate in arguments, I like sitting there just to listen, watch and cheers people break each other's necks.hehehehe, laugh my lungs and eyes out then i'l be the one to tell the story, full edition

 because I saw all the action.

This time round, for some reason, I decided to listen to them, normally me huskia tu, and something really interesting caught my ears( satellite ears to be precise).lol

In the book of Ephesians chapter 5 verse 22 all the way to verse 33

  ²² For wives, this means submit to your husbands as to the Lord. ²³ For a husband is the head of his wife as Christ is the head of the church. He is the Savior of his body, the church. ²⁴ As the church submits to Christ, so you wives should submit to your husbands in everything.   ²⁵ For husbands, this means love your wives, just as Christ loved the church. He gave up his life for her ²⁶ to make her holy and clean, washed by the cleansing of God’s word.^[b] 27He did this to present her to himself as a glorious church without a spot or wrinkle or any other blemish. Instead, she will be holy and without fault. ²⁸ In the same way, husbands ought to love their wives as they love their own bodies. For a man who loves his wife actually shows love for himself. ²⁹ No one hates his own body but feeds and cares for it, just as Christ cares for the church. ³⁰ And we are members of his body.   ³¹ As the Scriptures say, “A man leaves his father and mother and is joined to his wife, and the two are united into one.”^[c] 32 This is a great mystery, but it is an illustration of the way Christ and the church are one. ³³ So again I say, each man must love his wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband.

After reading that, have you seen the way the Bible, is insisting, not me, the Bible, the word of God, is insisting on how a man MUST love his wife?? Just go back and check how many times it says that...in fact lemme underline for you, it says that 'four good times' and is there a place written woman love your man??

I do not think so but I stand corrected just in case my Bible is playing tricks on me of which I highly doubt.

The ONLY thing us women are told is to submit...hiyo tu...which comes hand in hand with respect.

I mean, if you actually submit to this guy that means you respect him ama?

Men, please dont crucify me, sijatumwa na FIDA or any female organization but I represent what the word of God says. Women learn to love easily more than men. For a man to submit?? That is his ego right there...GONE!! And that is why I respect those men who who genuinely lift up their hands in church as a surrender to God, that takes a lot of guts and loss of pride for them to do that.  I am speaking from my point of view, a woman's point of view, I mean if a man loves me na anipende na roho yake yote, and he actually shows it and means it ata kama I did not love him way before, it going to be easy for me to submit and slowly the submission will grow to love. But at the same time do not let your love be more that the love you have for God.

God's love should always be first because it is the greatest love because it never fails

For the Married men, advice, penda huyo bibi yako, there is a reason why you chose her to be your wife. For those who are heading there, do what pleases God and not man. I have a dream that one day, I will get married, I usually joke with my friends that Jesus has to come back after I have gotten married, God, niko seriuos, I have to have this kind of man you describe in your word, and have seven kids( btw, i was told that men do not care how many kids you have..if this true?...i think i am set), not that I'm not happy but ningalipenda kuexperience hili pendo. God knows the desires of your heart.

But in the end, all that matters is your will, oh God. May your will be done.Thats all I had, just think about it and let me know hat you think.

I have to sleep now, my nose is blocked(how does this happen? what causes it?) I do not mind a running nose, a blocked one is so uncomfortable but I pray that by morning, all is going to be well in Jesus name.

Love y'all

xoxo

I will wait for you

Aloha God's people?

I'm hoping y'all have been keeping in it fresh like cucumbers and holy like we agreed on. I have also been trying to though it has not been an easy task provided the circumstances that I study at an university where guys call it Sodom and Gomorrah of  which I  really do not understand because looking at the world we live in?? It's all Sodom and Gomorrah. But YES WE CAN.

 I bet you agree with me. With all the drama that has been going on in Kenya "TOP STORIES" and i'm not naming names less i'm told i'm judging besides I know y'all know what I'm talking about. Speaking of judging, I'm going through a lot... struggling in this area but  i'm working on it, in Jesus name. One question though, What is the difference between judging and rebuking? Well, thats a storo for another day. Think about it.

This week has been an amazing one. I have tasted and seen what the Lord has done...beautiful creations I tell you. Goodness...got distracted for some moment there...buga buga buga!!(FOCUS)

 Anyways, back to the point of today's post, I have been listening to a lot of spoken word of late and the one I will share today made me emotional. Yes, you heard me, emotional. I almost....ALMOST shed a few tears here and there...not tears of sadness but of happiness.

I'm a G, only cry when it is really necessary, like when you break a nail or hit your toe against a sharp edge or that one for the elbow, waaaaaa kwanza that one for the elbow? Auwi...the thought of it gives me goosebumps.

Today, I was talking to one of my besties Brayan, 

...nicest guy I have ever come across, ladies..if u want his number,(ehem as u can see, the Lord has blessed him) mnaweza niona kando...with some money like this...lol jk, he's been stamped, sealed and taken. aaaargh, back to my story, he really keeps me in check with reality and  I came to realize that I have solo-phobia(assuming you know what it means)... OK i knew I kinda did but i was in denial and after doing some soul searching and deep thinking, the florescent bulb finally lit...and came to a conclusion that we at times look for love in all the wrong places!! #victim number one mimi. 

 As human beings we always look for things that make us happy, I do, even though at times they disappoint  but you make yourself believe that its all going to be OK and things will be back to normal of which in the end it will....maybe, but in reality its not-at the moment or it won't because maybe, just maybe, the damage is done and its too late and its permanent. I donno if you get me but I pray God will give you the wisdom to understand what i'm trying to pass across....AMEN?

The poem below made me think about my life, and how I would want it to be, my way or God's way. I realized that I have always wanted things to go my way but in the end, it is God's way that matters! It's a poem by a beautiful woman, Janette..ikz aka genetics, who has made a choice to follow Christ.

I was touched and have purposed in my heart to be like her and David, people after God's own heart. be blessed...

So it seemed, that it was cool...cool, for everyone to be in a relationship but me..

So I took matters into my own hands… and ended up with him

Him who displayed the characteristics of a CHEATER, a LIAR, an ABUSER, & a THEIF

So.. why was I surprised when he broke into my heart?

I called 911, but I was cardiac arrested for aiding and abetting,

Cause it was ME who let him in…

Claiming we were “just friends”..

It was already decided for me by the first date, that even if he wasn’t!

I was gonna make him ‘The One’..

You know… I was tired of being alone,

And I simply made up in my mind, that it was about that time so I decided to drag him along for the ride,

Cause I was always the bridesmaid & never the bride..

A virgin in the physical, but mentally just a grown woman on the corner in heat!

Who was tired of the wait!

So I was gonna make him ‘The One’.

He had a… form of Godliness… but not much..

But hey, hey I can change him! So (honey) I’ll TAKE him, I mean he’s close… enough

Ready to sell my aorta for a quarter, not knowing the value of its use to me

Arties so clogged with MY will, it blocked HIS Will from flowing through me

So, I thank Christ that His blood pressure gave this heart an attack,

That flatlined my obscured vision, put me flat on my back

Through my ignorance He sawed,

Through my sternum He sawed & cracked open my chest

TO transplant Psalm 51:10

A new heart & a renewed right spirit within!

So now I fully understand,

Better yet I thoroughly comprehend,

How much I NEED to wait… for You.

See, the bad thing is that I knew he wasn’t you from the beginning..

Cause in the beginning was the Word

And he didn’t even sound or shine like Your Son

Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks,

And all he could whisper was sweet, empty nothings –

Which meant NOTHING.

He couldn’t even pray when I NEEDED him to

Asking him to fast would be absurd!

So forget about being cleansed & washed with water through the Word…

But I know You.. ♥

You were already praying for me

Even never having met me

Let me assure you, I will wait for you.

I will no longer date, socialize or communicate with carbon copies of you

To appease my boredom or to quench my thirstiness I have for attention

And short-lived compliments from ‘sorta kindas’.

You know…. He ‘sort kinda’ right, but ‘sorta kinda’ wrong?

His first name LUKE,

His last name WARM.

I, I won’t settle for false companionship

I won’t lay in the embrace of his arms,

Attempting to find some closeness,

But never feeling so far apart cause, I just wanna be held

Cause ♫”all I gotta do is Say” No!

NO more ‘almost sessions’ of ‘almost coming close’

Passing winks & buying drinks,

I’ma, I’ma, I’ma flirt!♫

Who flirts with the ideology of,

‘Can you just tell me how much I can get away with & still be saved?’

NO more.

I’ll stay in my bed… alone, and write poems, about how I will wait for you

He won’t even come close,

Our fingers won’t even interlock

We won’t even exchange breath

Cause I have thoughts that I’ve ‘saved as’ in a file that God has only equipped you to open.

I will no longer get weighted down,

From so-called friends & family talks,

About the concern for my biological clock

When I serve the Author of Time.

Who is NOT subject to time,

But I’M subject to Him,

He has the ability to STOP, FAST FORWARD, PAUSE, or REWIND at any given time…

So if we could role play,

You would be Abraham & I would be Sara

Or you can be Isaac & I can be Rebecca – a servant’s answered prayer

I am bone of your bone, flesh of your flesh,

Made up of your rib Adam!

And once we meet, like electrons

I will be bound to your nucleus, completely indivisible atom.

We even speak the same math: 1 + 1 + 1 = 3, which really equals 1 if you add Him.

We were all created in His image,

But you have the ability to reflect, project & even detect the Son.

If I were to explain what you looked like,

You would have to look like a star,

A son of the Son..

I would gain energy simply from the light on me.

I would need you , in order to complete my photosynthesis

I await your revelation, but once again from the genesis, I will wait for you ♥

And I will know you… because when you speak I will be reminded of Solomon’s wisdom,

Your ability to lead will remind me of Moses,

Your faith will remind me of Abraham,

Your confidence in God’s Word will remind me of Daniel,

Your inspiration will remind me of Paul,

Your heart for God will remind me of David,

Your attention to detail will remind me of Noah,

Your integrity will remind me of Joseph,

And your ability to abandon your own will, will remind me of the disciples,

But Your ability to love selflessly & unconditionally will remind me of Christ.

But I won’t need to identify you by any special Matthews or any special Marks,

Cause His word will be tatted all over your heart.

And you will know me, and you will find me,

Where… the boldness of Esther meets the warm closeness of Ruth.

Where the hospitality of Lydia is aligned with the submission of Mary,

Which is engulfed in the tears of a praying Hanna.

I will be the one, drenched in Proverbs 31… waiting for you.

But to my Father, my Father who has known me before I was birthed into this earth

Only if you should see fit…

I desire Your will above mine,

So even if you call me to a life of singleness,

My heart is content with YOU – the One who was sent.

YOU are the greatest love story ever told,

The greatest story ever known

You are forever my judge & I’m forever Your witness

And I pray that I’m always found on a mission about my Father’s business

Oh, I will always be Yours!

And I will always wait for You Lord, more than the watchmen wait for the morning…

More than the watchmen wait for the morning… I WILL WAIT ♥

You see why I was telling you I almost cried... This is what I want to happen in my life, wouldn't you? 

I'm sure dudes are wondering how does it applies to them? Wouldn't you want to a godly girlfriend who will turn out to be a godly wife as proverbs 31 says? Isn't she worth waiting for?

For chics, wouldn't you want a godly guy who has been described above? 

Isn't he worth waiting for?

The Lord knows the desires of our hearts but its His will that matters. 

On a light note:

There were 11 people - ten men and one woman - hanging onto a rope that came down from a helicopter.

They all decided that one person should get off, because if they didn't, the rope would break and everyone would die.

No one could decide who should go, so finally, the woman gave a really touching speech saying how she would give up her life to save the others, because women were used to giving up things for their husbands and children, giving in to men, and not receiving anything in return.

When she finished speaking, all the men started clapping.

As always, I love y'all but God's love is the Greatest...xoxo

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